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25 February 2006 @ 12:33 am
The Philippines was one of the first, if not the first country to become a republic in Asia.

Amazing, isn't it?

Taking a course wherein I am required to attend quite a number of law-related classes, I've found that the Philippines was the first country in the region to have written a Labor Code.

Amusing, isn't it?

I think about how much promise this country held not so many years ago. The potential for greatness was clearly there. So what went wrong? Was it our colonial history? The hundreds of years that we were never given the right to rule over our own land?

Perhaps it is.

All those years of not having power has made us greedy. And then I think, "So much for being a Catholic country."

The irony is so thick.

It scares me. You won't be able to see it from the outside, but from the inside hopefully you'll see a country that's dying. Hopefully because even some of the people who live here are blind to it. It begins with the culture. The Philippines was never ready for globalization. We're not like Japan, or Korea or Thailand with their rich cultures.

Do you know what we do with our culture?

We tear down beautiful historic buildings. We speak English with an American accent because we've been led to believe that if we do so, we'll get better jobs. We can name at least ten European designers but we can't name five local ones. We know the lyrics to all of Frank Sinatra's songs, but we couldn't even sing a single Kundiman. We've read all Paulo Coelho's books but we don't know about Bienvenido Santos or Lualhati Bautista. Someday, there won't be any famed Rice Terraces because the youth in the mountain provinces want to come to Manila where unemployment is high and there are squatters almost everywhere.

And even now, I'm typing in English.

The thing is... The Manila Mayor Lito Atienza, had the Jai-Alai (beautiful in its art-deco style) building torn down to supposedly use the land to build a school. That was at least two years ago. No school has even been attempted to be built. The Macapagal highway that cost the country billions is just so shameful. For one thing, no part of it is elevated, so it sort of makes you think why it cost so much in the first place. The Filipino scientist who invented the water-fueled car... now, that was a travesty. For all that government will say that it does not have the resources to fund such an invention (pshaw!) you just know that the real reason is because of corruption. If water cars were up and running, who will need Petrol in a country surrounded by water?

You may think that these problems happen in all countries, that no government is completely devoid of corruption. But this country's government is the ninth most corrupt in the world and the second most corrupt in Asia. And we're a third world country.

The government builds nonexistent schools across the country. They build nonexistent bridges in the Abra province. They make a mockery of Environmental laws and people die in landslides and floods. In fact, they make a mockery of the very foundations on which this country is supposedly built.

Democracy. Freedom. Laws that are for the people.

And yet every day we are faced with a government that oppresses its own people. And most of the time, we throw our hands up in the air and say, "Who cares? Nothing will change."

Have you ever done that? Have you ever thought that way about your own country's government?

But here, on some days, people decide that they should speak up. And it's amazing. It's amazing that it isn't a small picket line that some of you may be used to seeing in your own countries. But only because this country probably needs a lot more work than yours.
 
 
peaches and plums and sugar sweet songs
19 February 2006 @ 11:48 pm
"It doesn't happen all at once. You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't often happen to people who break easily, or who have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby...

Weeks passed, and the little Rabbit grew very old and shabby, but the Boy loved him just as much. He loved him so hard that he loved all his whiskers off, and the pink lining to his ears turned grey. He even began to lose his shape, and he scarcely looked like a rabbit any more, except to the Boy. To him he was always beautiful, and that was all that the little Rabbit cared about. He didn't mind how he looked to other people, because the nursery magic had made him Real, and when you are Real, shabbiness doesn't matter."

~The Velveteen Rabbit
 
 
17 January 2006 @ 12:00 am
The need to smoke is so bad that I may just end up gnawing my left hand off. Or at the very least, try to hack it off with a spoon as it is the only available utensil within reach.

It's the spreadsheets. They're driving me nuts.

I wish I were eight years old when I've never been introduced to nicotine and spreadsheets were two separate words that meant something entirely different.

On that note, I think I'll get a haircut tomorrow.
 
 
peaches and plums and sugar sweet songs
10 January 2006 @ 10:36 pm
Get out of the house once in a while.

Attend mass if you're Catholic.

Visit old playgrounds.

Play with make-up.

Get your hair did.

Contact old friends.

Make new ones.

Buy a new bag.

Even just wish that you could buy a new bag.

Discover something new.

Remember something old.

Push your chair away from your computer.

Take a step back.

Get some fresh air.

Live a little, all right?

:]
 
 
peaches and plums and sugar sweet songs
02 January 2006 @ 02:46 pm
For once, I'm bored ^__^ Hence, the music meme.

1. Open up the music player on your computer.
2. Set it to play your entire music collection.
3. Hit the shuffle command.
4. Tell us the title of the next 25 songs that show up, no matter how embarrassing. Write it up in your blog or journal.
5. If you get the same artist twice, you may skip the second (or third, or etc.) occurrences. You don't have to, but since randomness could mean you end up with a list of ten songs with five artists, you can if you'd like.

1. OK Go - You're So Damn Hot
2. Death Cab for Cutie - Photobooth
3. No Doubt - Underneath It All
4. Dream Theater - Beyond This Life
5. John Mayer - Why Georgia
6. Gin Blossoms - Follow You Down
7. Toad the Wet Sprocket - Crazy Life
8. The Postal Service - We Will Become Silhouettes
9. The Shins - Young Pigrims
10. Plus/Minus - All I Have To Do Is Make You
11. Toploader - Dancing In the Moonlight
12. The Beautiful South - Les Yeux Ouverts
13. Kelly Clarkson - Beautiful Disaster
14. Yo La Tengo - You Can Have It All
15. Plumb - I Can't Do This
16. Ray Charles and Ella Fitzgerald - Baby, It's Cold Outside
17. Bloc Party - Little Thoughts
18. Enon - Rubber Car
19. junior kilat - Ako Si M16
20. Iron and Wine - Promise What You Will
21. Robbie Williams - Beyond The Sea
22. Joe Satriani - Satch Boogie
23. Broken Social Scene - I'm Still Your Fag
24. Eartha Kitt - Santa Baby
25. Radiohead - Video Killed The Radiostar

Weird how only one flip song showed up... o_O